...So I delete all my art pages...well besides this one lol(´ε｀ ). Why? Becuse they were making me feel really bad about myself and my art. Spending so much time and effort just to not break 10 likes made me feel worthless. And yes I know "you shouldn't draw for attention, you should do it because you like it" but it's hard to have that mindset when you're posting your work online. Honestly I miss my high school days when I would spend time drawing in my room and sticking them on my walls. I didn't care about likes and views back then lol. It actually was my family that made me start posting online to begin with. They would say "You can't just let your art sit in these 4 walls forever. You gotta get it out there". I don't blame my them for how I feel now or anything. Hell posting showed me that there's a lot people who like my art, some even paid money for it lmao. I've inspired people and I've made people happy with my art. My work has even been put on porn sites lol. But with those brief moments happiness there's long periods of low self worth and hatred.
(ﾉ^∇^)ﾉ彡┻━┻ Anyways I don't know if I'll be posting here or not. Hell I might just end up deleting this page too lol. But I think that would be selfish of me to do that. There's still people who like my art. Few as they are, they should be able to look at it if they want to... ok bye( ´∀｀ )b
